when you paint your nails and put on your lipstick and get your hair cut and make sure it's big enough and shave your toes and buy a beaten ring from Forever21 and the tear in your tights peeks out from under your skirt and put your eyeliner on real thick and holster your tits and lick around the rim of a beer bottle

do you mean it?
or do you just "mean it"?

my shitty hosiery rubs a raw spot in the crease of my crotch
that's what it means to be born to die